Amber
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That the first couple nights i played sleep token all night to help soothe me to bed or that I've cried so hard that eyes grew puffy. Did you know i still have the pictures of you and regret that in my anger, i deleted all the ones i had of me so you could never see my face. Did you know that i did it to my voice recordings, too?
Did you know when im getting too sad, I'll pick up everything and just stare at my computer screen? What about that? i memorise your face every night because it brings comfort me when the thoughts turn bad, and i feel like I've failed you?
I dont want to force you to come back, but just know i really loved you.
Your sunflower
Deer
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