Unsent text message to Linda

and when you do , send me love, light and happiness from where ever you are, and if you ever get lonely and feel alone; at night, look up at the moon and know I'm right there with you.

P.S.

Thank you, seriously , thank you for the beautiful memories I got to experience. I'll forever miss you. Te amo.

\-N

One day we will be in the kitchen, cooking dinner together, laughing as we recall all of this and the silly things we’ve put each other through. One day I will be able to love you openly and freely again, without fear or anger. You’ll be able to authentically and openly love me back as well. But today is not that day.

i miss you. You know you are my favorite person and you’re so important to me. Clearly my first thought in the morning. I hope we see each other this week. I’m not sure if I’m supposed to ask you or you ask me after our last exchange. I’m trying to be patient, If you are waiting for me, don’t forget I’m traditional, I…

14 months later and I still miss you greatly 😔

I really miss u,though it wasnt a good time and right time.i still wish if i could get those texts from you,i would feel so alive

____, I wanted you and I needed you this time. I was hurting for you so bad. For almost three weeks! And you weren't there. Sometimes I would be driving and think about you and just start crying, but everything you said and how you were acting that last night made me feel like there was no hope. Yet I hoped..I hoped…