Unsent text message to Riley

One day we will be in the kitchen, cooking dinner together, laughing as we recall all of this and the silly things we’ve put each other through. One day I will be able to love you openly and freely again, without fear or anger. You’ll be able to authentically and openly love me back as well. But today is not that day.

i miss you. You know you are my favorite person and you’re so important to me. Clearly my first thought in the morning. I hope we see each other this week. I’m not sure if I’m supposed to ask you or you ask me after our last exchange. I’m trying to be patient, If you are waiting for me, don’t forget I’m traditional, I…

14 months later and I still miss you greatly 😔

I really miss u,though it wasnt a good time and right time.i still wish if i could get those texts from you,i would feel so alive

____, I wanted you and I needed you this time. I was hurting for you so bad. For almost three weeks! And you weren't there. Sometimes I would be driving and think about you and just start crying, but everything you said and how you were acting that last night made me feel like there was no hope. Yet I hoped..I hoped…

Because of one guy, my family doesn’t trust me anymore. I feel like I’ve lost myself trying to hold on to someone who couldn’t even choose me.

My dad is genuinely the sweetest man, but now he wants me to stay home and prepare for exams. I’m not even allowed to get a job and try to build a life for myself.

My own family…