Unsent text message to Jasmine

There’s an ocean’s gap between doing/saying something you’ll live to regret, and never doing/saying something you’ll have to live the rest of your life regretting.

Which island are you choosing to maroon yourself on?

that tension between two people who know damn well they like each other but keep pretending they don't? i know that you like me so why not tell me? what are you afraid of? tell me

i luv when u dont text back right away (thats not sarcasm) even though i'd love for you to respond quicker, its done wonders in keeping me from attaching myself to you <3

theres a good balance

boundaries/space is sososo important, i dont except things.

i've overdone time-spent before, far to many times, it builds an…

And that's why I had to finally choose myself first. I wish you had been honest with your intentions in the first place. What did you even want with me? It wasn't a friendship, obviously. Yet it wasn't romantic either? Was it FWB? I would've been down for that. I would've reciprocated anything, I guess that was the…

would u see me as pathetic to attempt a another try at our friendship? or would u think its cute and brave of me to do so? would u see how much i truly want u in my life despite it all? or would you have no-respect for my efforts?

either way, I'm egoless when it comes to fighting for things i find valuable, as such a…

I don’t want to beg you to come back, but it’s so hard when you’re ALL that I want.

We had something special. I know you felt it too. I miss you every day. Sometimes I think I’m over you, then the ache comes back.

People tell me I’ll find someone better, but I don’t want better. I want you. Your flaws, your worst days…