Unsent text message to Zoe

M. I know we would be a disaster. I know you would break my heart and let me down. I know you have problems you don't want to fix because you think you deserve to hurt.

But it still hurts that we connected so strongly only to never be anything.

Reach out first. You said all of those things just to say you didn’t mean it. Ngl, a lot of our intimacy was in the heat of the moment, but it was so invigorating while it lasted. I just unfortunately decided to invest in it when you had no intention of doing the same.

I don’t know what you did to me, I don’t know if…

Like SZA said, “all gleeful n ****” 🦋

Love me? Love to hate me? Hate to love me? Or did you just move on and forget that I exist?

Even when we aren’t speaking I still ask a lot of questions.

I hate not talking with you

Haunt me

i know relationships end for a reason. but it has never gotten easier to accept :/ bittersweet feelings suck