Unsent text message to Jacob

Reach out first. You said all of those things just to say you didn’t mean it. Ngl, a lot of our intimacy was in the heat of the moment, but it was so invigorating while it lasted. I just unfortunately decided to invest in it when you had no intention of doing the same.

I don’t know what you did to me, I don’t know if…

Like SZA said, “all gleeful n ****” 🦋

Love me? Love to hate me? Hate to love me? Or did you just move on and forget that I exist?

Even when we aren’t speaking I still ask a lot of questions.

I hate not talking with you

Haunt me

i know relationships end for a reason. but it has never gotten easier to accept :/ bittersweet feelings suck

Do you still think of me?