Unsent text message to Jada

It was 18 years ago. I was a shy introvert guy, and we were just finishing up a 2 week course. Lot’s of outgoing people, and everyone had planned to go on a party afterwards.

Someone asked me if I wanted to come and all of the sudden you replied for me.

“I don’t think he would like to go, he wouldn’t like it very much”

Th…

I wanted to tell you how sorry I am for everything I guess you’ve got me locked down too I hope someday fate brings us together again even just so I can say I’m sorry until then I hope you are happy in life

to know

physically and for real

right here

that’s the only way…

Thank you quarter man for wonderful memories, but we are 2 different people now. I learned over time when someone doesn't listen or ask how you are and they assume they know what happened. Then they never knew you at all. The camera wasn't at my house. But you know best. I will see you on the flip side. I did and do…

I know you struggle with the way things are in your house, and I'm empathetic towards that, truly - I am.

I know you struggle with having meltdowns, and when you talk to me about it, when you come to me with remorse days later, I feel that remorse and I forgive unconditionally, even if that remorse has never come with…

Hey, this is what you wanted. Remember? A life without me. I’m giving you what you wanted. Now you can feel less guilty about it.