Unsent text message to Emily

I wanted to tell you how sorry I am for everything I guess you’ve got me locked down too I hope someday fate brings us together again even just so I can say I’m sorry until then I hope you are happy in life

to know

physically and for real

right here

that’s the only way…

Thank you quarter man for wonderful memories, but we are 2 different people now. I learned over time when someone doesn't listen or ask how you are and they assume they know what happened. Then they never knew you at all. The camera wasn't at my house. But you know best. I will see you on the flip side. I did and do…

I know you struggle with the way things are in your house, and I'm empathetic towards that, truly - I am.

I know you struggle with having meltdowns, and when you talk to me about it, when you come to me with remorse days later, I feel that remorse and I forgive unconditionally, even if that remorse has never come with…

Hey, this is what you wanted. Remember? A life without me. I’m giving you what you wanted. Now you can feel less guilty about it.

I was banned. It’s never been like this it’s bad. Im scared. I need you please I know my mouth must stay shut. I see you. Remember I’m a wingnut if my account is not active. I’m with you. Please I just need from you where to stand. Your mouth look at my face. It will save my life. No response is will not end welll for…