Unsent text message to Ashley

I didn’t want no contact….

I wanted to marry you.

I still remembered when you kept calling me me back to back and I was busy with MY LIFES TROUBLES and I took the time out to hear would become one of the only times I kept that kind of info to myself.

Sad thing was the info would still get out so to a person you, come to find out treated more like a brother than you…

I compare all men to you now, and most don't hold up.

You weren't even perfect, I know that, so I'm not even putting you on a pedestal. You are just basic level kind, respectful, good natured, motivated, present, emotionally balanced and open and that is surprisingly rare. I haven't exactly been looking...they just…

Not me and my mom but you out had to go and **** the towns methhead prostitute 🤣 *** is my life genuinely

You’d fit right in with me and my crew.

Somebody told me you wished me a happy birthday.

I kinda just want you to act like I don't exist anymore though. No passing glances in hallways, no trying to catch each other's eyes while walking to separate classes, no more **** like that.

I'm a stranger, you're a stranger. I don't wanna remember your name, you should…