iMessage
I still remembered when you kept calling me me back to back and I was busy with MY LIFES TROUBLES and I took the time out to hear would become one of the only times I kept that kind of info to myself.
Sad thing was the info would still get out so to a person you, come to find out treated more like a brother than you ever did me lol. How funny right? Everyone around you knew and THEN some.
Whether they’ve e told you or not. I don’t know. But I did all that siting on that info out obligation of character. But I have to tell you this whether you care or not. Or see fr
All the bragging and speaking of bold character just to actually FOLD in the way that you did. All the phone calls I got from those yellin how they just KNEW this was gonna happen. Being chewed up for trusting you. Having love and faith in the words and falsified actions in your tales you used spin to create that image you somehow still hold in your head. Like you aren’t the same person who made me look dumb *** hell for every way I spoke highly of you.
I felt some much mixed emotion but mostly shame. And now this damn ugly hound is at me and my kids. While I deal with this odd situation birthed by me and my history, war life and the CPS cult. I can tell you don’t get it sometimes. That for me is the really hard part. You actually feel what you did was right…… Some folks were dirt bags yes but some good people were lost in this too.
And sadly because I didn’t use a certain kind of discernment, I unconsciously hold a majority of the blame because I’m the one who made himself small when that’s the lie I’ve actually told. I have loved ones in large positions power who would laugh at how you would suck up to them not knowin I was even more important than them lol. Aw well. Such is existence as me I suppose.
God speed young boio, wished it was different
Sincerely, the KYNG
Message Unsent