Unsent text message to Tyler

I think of texting you, but there’s nothing to say. I play instrumental music that comes to me for my absence of words. Times tears roll down my cheek while I’m playing. I think of sending to you. But there’s nothing today, you choose a life without me, and that’s okay. I do miss you though, no one will compare. I…

You’re all I ever wanted, you’re my life, my moon shining in the dark sky. U were everything now I have nothing.

I can finally talk to you without a pit in my stomach when I pick up our daughter. I can finally look at you without anger sadness or pain. I still think you're beautiful but I can finally accept you're not mine anymore. I can finally accept that I can start moving on and forward. I'm getting back into health fitness…

If you needed to hurt me for you to be ok, then I gladly take the pain. If being with me was making you miserable, then I am glad you broke your promise. I hadn't thought about it this way until today, I had read some other perspectives, ones that made me cry. They were so full of pain from having to walk away from…

We've been broken up 5 months. It disgusts me. I threw all of your stuff away into a purple bag after you betrayed me. How the hell do you even dare to wear the special necklace I gave you and smile? You caused me so much pain. I hope you suffer and that "Necklace' marking a special moment in our life brings you bad…

There hasn’t been a single day since you left that I don’t think about you. There hasn’t been a single day since you left that I don’t miss you. And idk what to do with it. I tried moving on, I talk about it in therapy, I hang out with people and try to distract myself. Even when I’m crazy happy I still feel a…