Jessica
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You know what else really ******* sucks about all of this? The shame and embarassment I feel for myself for feeling how I felt about you and how kind and generous I was with you when in the end you didn't give a **** at all.
I don't think you did anything with any malicious intent but I still feel tricked, lied to. Why did I believe you when you said you cared and you wanted to be better and fix everything?
Why am I the one stuck feeling stupid? Why do I have to hold all of these negative feelings? Why do you get to be happy and live your life despite the destruction you caused me? Why do I still feel like I deserve justice? I wish I could just erase you from my mind entirely.
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