Unsent text message to Emma

You really are an evil human being.

Hey David -

I did see your email. Thank you for writing back. On my end, I haven't responded because I want to do things differently..... The last time you and I knew each other, we drowned and suffocated in too many emails and texts. Not this time. I'll reply. Soon. I hope we can meet up at some point before this year…

It’s been beautiful and ugly. It’s been happy and sad. It’s been breathtaking yet horrifying. It’s been so lonely but I’ve been keeping busy. The fact is I’m trying to figure out how I’m not supposed to love you anymore after all the things you have said about me and done to me behind my back. Hundreds of women. Since…

I’m posting this not just for my sake But for the poor girl who has fallen victim to our toxic cycle. You tell me things, lead me on, break up and be the worlds biggest *** to find a new girl to move on to. I’m going to break you. I’m not letting you jump fresh in relationships anymore while making me grieve and…

Hi jack! I’m being brave. Thankyou for our dates and Italian food. You was a big deal to me… now you’re not . Hope you’ve found the right person for you! It’s 12:45qm btw

****, it feels like I’m being ripped apart