Unsent text message to Sean

It’s been beautiful and ugly. It’s been happy and sad. It’s been breathtaking yet horrifying. It’s been so lonely but I’ve been keeping busy. The fact is I’m trying to figure out how I’m not supposed to love you anymore after all the things you have said about me and done to me behind my back. Hundreds of women. Since…

I’m posting this not just for my sake But for the poor girl who has fallen victim to our toxic cycle. You tell me things, lead me on, break up and be the worlds biggest *** to find a new girl to move on to. I’m going to break you. I’m not letting you jump fresh in relationships anymore while making me grieve and…

Hi jack! I’m being brave. Thankyou for our dates and Italian food. You was a big deal to me… now you’re not . Hope you’ve found the right person for you! It’s 12:45qm btw

****, it feels like I’m being ripped apart

Taking a shot for you 🙏🏼 Enjoy your Arnold’s Palmer

D, It’s been weeks, and somehow, I still keep thinking about messaging you. There are so many times I’ve opened our conversation, wanting to say something, then stopped myself because I’m scared you won’t reply. I think that’s what hurts the most; the thought that maybe talking to me isn’t something you want anymore.

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