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I want to forget i want to move on i want live my life far away from you but why it seems impossible why everything i do in my life make me remember the ***** things you did why i compare myself to others knowing you always did that during the rs why my nervous system so fvcked up anxiety and confidence so low cant even make eye contact with a male without thinking you saying im so unattractive and all the words you said why im the one suffering when you there living your life like nothing happened after cheating and fvcking my life i wanna say i haye you and i want to hate you but why everything seem impossible i want to cry i want to face you and yell at your face and yell you how ****** you made me feel but here i am still wnating to keep you close because maybe someday i will be that attractive girl you want
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