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Im deep. I experience things deeply and I don't shy away from my feelings, I embrace them all. Regardless if I feel good or bad, I don't hide, I let myself feel. I let myself cry, be excited, be scared and I don't push it away for another time. Everything for me happens in real time. I feel empathy, just as deeply, and I share it and I allow myself to feel it. I comfort people as I feel their feelings, I share their joy. I won't make my feelings your problem, I never wanted you to do anything with my feelings. For me, sharing them is just my life, they don't scare me. Surface level conversations feel tedious. I didn't realize that I was too much for you to hold, or that you would feel like I expected anything from you when I shared pieces of my childhood. I expected you to just hear it and know me better. Instead you ran. It was too much closeness for you. You could hold me in your arms, but I was too much to hold space for in your heart.
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