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I’ve already understood that I’ll never be enough for you or your expectations. Anytime anything went wrong it was always somehow my fault even if I didn’t know what was happening. For years I’d tried to have any semblance of a relationship with you just to have you spew hate towards me. It’s now been almost 6 years since I left. Now all of a sudden you think sending me reels of children not loving their mothers will change the years of abuse I suffered from your husband while you stood there and watched? And then tried to tell me none of it ever happened? The nights when I couldn’t breathe? The days I’d be bruised and limping? The nights where I just went and slept in the treehouse? I tried for so long to hold onto love and hope for you. But we both knew I wouldn’t live much longer if I stayed in that house. But rather than take any kind of accountability you’d rather twist the narrative and pin everything bad on me. You don’t know me anymore. You don’t know my kids. My kids don’t know you. We’ll never have a mother daughter relationship. At least not till you do some serious soul searching and actually get your head straight. You were the only parent I had left. But you never acted like it
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