Unsent text message to Cole

Im deep. I experience things deeply and I don't shy away from my feelings, I embrace them all. Regardless if I feel good or bad, I don't hide, I let myself feel. I let myself cry, be excited, be scared and I don't push it away for another time. Everything for me happens in real time. I feel empathy, just as deeply…

i wanna cry in your arms so bad and get comforted by you

will you please do that for me just this once?

i wish i could spend just one day with you without thinking about anything else but you’ve already left me so.. thats that

i miss you and its been 8 months

i wish you cared about me atleast once

i miss our calls and i certainly miss ur kisses

i miss how you said you love me…

Take your records, take your freedom

Take your memories, I don't need 'em

Take your space and take your reasons

But you'll think of me..

Youve been in some of my dreams since we broke up. sometimes it feels so real I wonder if it is. if our spirits are finding eachother on the dream realm.

ive stopped smoking bud recently so the dreams are only getting more vivid, and I’m remembering more.

last night I dreamt we were lying in bed together but I don’t…