Unsent text message to Brian

i miss you and its been 8 months

i wish you cared about me atleast once

i miss our calls and i certainly miss ur kisses

i miss how you said you love me…

Take your records, take your freedom

Take your memories, I don't need 'em

Take your space and take your reasons

But you'll think of me..

Youve been in some of my dreams since we broke up. sometimes it feels so real I wonder if it is. if our spirits are finding eachother on the dream realm.

ive stopped smoking bud recently so the dreams are only getting more vivid, and I’m remembering more.

last night I dreamt we were lying in bed together but I don’t…

The bittersweetness of being in love along with the longing to be with you and the sadness that maybe in another reality I am has consumed my mind. An endless unattainable future that feels possible because I can see it in my mind like a memory yet in reality it’s a flower on a high peak and trying to get to it will…

I'm sorry it came to this, you just told me you would never leave me be and so now ive created a challenge for you. You've been blocked. But I know we will always find our way back to each other eventually.

Good luck!

A lovely memory we shared popped into my head tonight . We had some special moments under the stars