Unsent text message to Olivia

You blocked me from everywhere, I just wanted to come clean to you on WhatsApp but I guess you didn’t even read those messages. I don’t hate you. I won’t harm you. I have nothing against you My only crime was loving you. I am sorry for everything. I am hurting to lose you but I can’t force you to like me when you hate…

You shine brightly everywhere you go. You’re such an important person to me. You’re precious

I like you too much, that even people started noticing it, while I hope you did not. I desire you, and it makes me sick, I feel pathetic and easy. I hope these feelings would go away

Hey. It must be annoying to see my name. I promise this time it isn’t like the last. I’m happy you read this far, can you read farther? I was so mad, I was angry, and it was all of the wrong reasons. You got pregnant and had a kid. You told me that’s what you wanted in your 20’s. But I didn’t see myself being a father…

My beautiful best friend, wherever life takes you, I hope you never forget that you are loved, that you mattered, and that you made a real difference to someone.

my god do i miss you right now. i miss your warm hands that wandered across my skin and grasped me tightly like waves crashing over me. i miss your eyes that shined like a sparkling sea when they were filled with love for me. what i miss most right now is your kiss that enveloped me like the riptide that almost swept…