Unsent text message to Lily

My beautiful best friend, wherever life takes you, I hope you never forget that you are loved, that you mattered, and that you made a real difference to someone.

my god do i miss you right now. i miss your warm hands that wandered across my skin and grasped me tightly like waves crashing over me. i miss your eyes that shined like a sparkling sea when they were filled with love for me. what i miss most right now is your kiss that enveloped me like the riptide that almost swept…

I’m sorry I can’t say happy birthday, I wish I could but I hope you get the message from afar. - from New York

How naive you are, guess you’re a bit dickmatized, can’t blame ya there skin queen but that’ll fade too. He will stop giving it after a few years if that because he gets bored. Not only that he’s completely fluent in lies, it’s impressive and he really only cares about number one but you’ll see that.

Someday you’ll get…

You are embarrassing and so much older than me . I hate your personality. I don’t want to get to know you.

It's been four hours now since I've wandered through your place And when I sleep on your couch I feel very safe And when you bring the blankets I cover up my face I do love you I do love you And when you play guitar I listen to the strings buzz The metal vibrates underneath your fingers And when you crochet I feel…