Unsent text message to Blake

I like you too much, that even people started noticing it, while I hope you did not. I desire you, and it makes me sick, I feel pathetic and easy. I hope these feelings would go away

Hey. It must be annoying to see my name. I promise this time it isn’t like the last. I’m happy you read this far, can you read farther? I was so mad, I was angry, and it was all of the wrong reasons. You got pregnant and had a kid. You told me that’s what you wanted in your 20’s. But I didn’t see myself being a father…

My beautiful best friend, wherever life takes you, I hope you never forget that you are loved, that you mattered, and that you made a real difference to someone.

my god do i miss you right now. i miss your warm hands that wandered across my skin and grasped me tightly like waves crashing over me. i miss your eyes that shined like a sparkling sea when they were filled with love for me. what i miss most right now is your kiss that enveloped me like the riptide that almost swept…

I’m sorry I can’t say happy birthday, I wish I could but I hope you get the message from afar. - from New York

How naive you are, guess you’re a bit dickmatized, can’t blame ya there skin queen but that’ll fade too. He will stop giving it after a few years if that because he gets bored. Not only that he’s completely fluent in lies, it’s impressive and he really only cares about number one but you’ll see that.

Someday you’ll get…