Unsent text message to Logan

You are 40 years old claiming nobody could possible understand you because you’re so deep and dark and mysterious. It’s completely transparent that you want me to chase you even though you constantly come back cause the truth is I don’t have the care to raise you.

Be a real man and own who you are. I don’t have time…

You genuinely suck. You can’t even send me a single song without some passive aggressive comment about how you think you’re better than me for your “deep and dark” taste I couldn’t possible understand. And all this coming from a ******* 40 year old dork

I can’t text you. It’s clear you don’t want to talk. But something feels off about you. I can’t explain it. I still care, and I always will. I miss you and just hope you’re okay.

For the rest of my life. I’m going to hold my breath around every corner. I am going to hold out hope that you will come for me, for us.

The person i finally chose. Reminds me of you. Because They've ignored me for days. And oddly it makes me want them more....

Maybe I’m not delusional completely… That felt more calculated… I still never got an answer that I’ve asked a few times are here … but I think your listening now ( or reading haha) do you think of me when you are alone after the porch light goes on … hmm

Okay okay sleep I need sleep . 😂