Unsent text message to Jacob

I have always been able to think from someone else's perspective. Before i say I think some celeb is hot, i think about you and don't say it. When ppl are trading **** stories at work, i dont tell any because i thought about you. When a conversation with a female even get remotely flirty, I walk away. I think BEFORE I…

Hey poor snack choices - even after all this time I don’t want anybody else’s balls in my kitchen.

Speaking of kitchens - I could really use some advice on picking out a paddle. But I can’t even ask you that.

Every time I click on a picture to send to someone it’s your face that comes up first. Not sure why it does…

I let you put me in a box Drawing all my lines I worked so hard just to please you And told myself I was fine You showed me off to strangers and friends Taking credit for what god had done I didn’t feel strong or fortunate or brave I just wanted to be normal for once But normal wasn’t something that you could give…

if you cannot bother to remember that i cannot take pain medication EVERY time i tell you, why tf do you send me a thousand messagss asking about my surgery? it kinda comes off like you're just trying to annoy me while i'm suffering

we're at the stage of things where i've finally started opening up to other people. where enough bait has been dangled for me that i'm hanging on the hook, gasping for air. and i'm being reminded that there's no chance for it to be me. so now i've started rejecting people i would have said yes to, again. and the next…

Hi I know you’ll never see this but I think you’re really cute. I always see you on my bus to college and you stand out so much especially with that long brown hair. I think it really suits you and i WISH i could pull the same thing off. You’re handsome and you seem so full of joy but i’m too scared to even talk to…