Unsent text message to Jordan

Why are all your stories of what you overheard and never your own?

Saw you today on the other street Recently, i listened to your posted videos and felt sad, even cried. I wish that you won’t be sad anymore and find the love you yearn for.

You just felt sorry for me.

You don't love me.

Take it back.

Say you don't love me.

I don't want to make it awkward when you come around or embarass the both of us. But I'll keep nice and friendly for you because this is the new me you see. Please heed my smile with a smile and my wave or hello with the equal gesture or more if you have anything for me. I at least wanna know. Please man up and don't…

just ate a breakfast crunchwrap and it made me think of you.

wish i could tell you. that’s all.

Because I know I’m the only one who really knows who you are. And I hold that very dear. Whether we are talking or not.