Unsent text message to Caleb

You just felt sorry for me.

You don't love me.

Take it back.

Say you don't love me.

I don't want to make it awkward when you come around or embarass the both of us. But I'll keep nice and friendly for you because this is the new me you see. Please heed my smile with a smile and my wave or hello with the equal gesture or more if you have anything for me. I at least wanna know. Please man up and don't…

just ate a breakfast crunchwrap and it made me think of you.

wish i could tell you. that’s all.

Because I know I’m the only one who really knows who you are. And I hold that very dear. Whether we are talking or not.

I feel like we both lost who we were in the relationship

After you spent years with me and 7 years with someone else, all the while I missed you everyday.

When that relationship ended, we tried again

How foolish of me…

The beach vacation I've been trying to plan for 2 years will be happening in the spring.

My guess would be that you haven't done the things needed to get your passport to join me.

Almost 3 years of waiting for you to follow through with small things, let alone the big things that don't matter to you.

I'll be on the…