Unsent text message to Jesse

I just want to come home!!

Hey, I’m about to leave on that trip we talked about. You know, the one we were making plans for before you ghosted me. You could’ve just said you changed your mind, or just couldn’t go anymore. I’m so mad at you still. I want you to see me having a good time, enjoying myself without you, because you’ve still seen my…

I hate you, I genuinely do with all of my heart for everything you took from me. For the first year we spent together initially felt great until you became distant, started dismissing how I felt and my boundaries but worst of all you made me feel trapped. We talked about starting a family together, I bought my first…

why are you such a hater tho? do u literally have nofhing better 2 do

embarrassing, honestly. I really went that low for someone who wouldn’t even meet me halfway. Begged. Chased. Forgave things I swore I’d never tolerate. And the worst part? I knew I was losing myself. I just didn’t want to lose him. Now I’m not even heartbroken over him. I’m heartbroken over the version of me I became…

Don't give yourself so much credit. I would not lift a finger to help you let alone hurt you. I am perfectly content knowing I never have to see you again... But like I have warned you before, one more contact from you and I would get a protective order. I know your promise of silence will not be long-lived, your…