Unsent text message to Blake

I hate you, I genuinely do with all of my heart for everything you took from me. For the first year we spent together initially felt great until you became distant, started dismissing how I felt and my boundaries but worst of all you made me feel trapped. We talked about starting a family together, I bought my first…

why are you such a hater tho? do u literally have nofhing better 2 do

embarrassing, honestly. I really went that low for someone who wouldn’t even meet me halfway. Begged. Chased. Forgave things I swore I’d never tolerate. And the worst part? I knew I was losing myself. I just didn’t want to lose him. Now I’m not even heartbroken over him. I’m heartbroken over the version of me I became…

Don't give yourself so much credit. I would not lift a finger to help you let alone hurt you. I am perfectly content knowing I never have to see you again... But like I have warned you before, one more contact from you and I would get a protective order. I know your promise of silence will not be long-lived, your…

Every time I’m over it and I start feeling better, I see you. Today you were at my gym, we ignored each other as if 6 months ago we weren’t sleeping in the same bed. I wish you’d come up to me and talk to me, I know I never will. I need to have more respect for myself. You are a cheater, and I know I said I forgive…

Why

Why do i hurt this much because of you

Its been 3 months since I last saw you, 3 months before that, i tried not think of you, and for a long time, it was starting to work, I felt like i finally moved on

Then yesterday before my choir concert, while in class, my friend tells me your here, in an instant, I fell back…