Unsent text message to Zach

Don't give yourself so much credit. I would not lift a finger to help you let alone hurt you. I am perfectly content knowing I never have to see you again... But like I have warned you before, one more contact from you and I would get a protective order. I know your promise of silence will not be long-lived, your…

Every time I’m over it and I start feeling better, I see you. Today you were at my gym, we ignored each other as if 6 months ago we weren’t sleeping in the same bed. I wish you’d come up to me and talk to me, I know I never will. I need to have more respect for myself. You are a cheater, and I know I said I forgive…

Why

Why do i hurt this much because of you

Its been 3 months since I last saw you, 3 months before that, i tried not think of you, and for a long time, it was starting to work, I felt like i finally moved on

Then yesterday before my choir concert, while in class, my friend tells me your here, in an instant, I fell back…

So for the last year you have cyber stalked me. You harassed P and wore her down. You outed me. You stole my contacts and harassed everyone i know. You fabricated P and bombarded her with texts. Now she's gone and I'm not actually upaet about it. And now? Now u won't tall to me. Sure i was upset with you. And if you…

see, this is why i'm so fkn glad the real world exists 🙃

Why am I still thinking about you. Why do you never leave my mind.