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You think I’m a bad person for what I did and I don’t disagree with you, I think I’m a bad person too. I wanted you and that’s true l but I knew you’d leave so I had to hurt you so you wouldn’t hurt me first. What a cop out- an excuse, but at least it’s honesty. Honesty is something you always wanted, so I guess it’d be funny if you knew that’s what I preached now. You’ll never see this but I guess in a way I needed to say goodbye to you because you’ve shut out me of everything else, I know it’s deserved, but to think of all we’ve been through together and to have it all gone is usually the thing keeping me up awake at night. I guess the truth is, in a year or so I won’t even remember you, but in another life I’d like to think there’s still a me and you and I hope I get to find you again even if it’s for a small time.
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