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The topic of you made it into my therapy session today. I finally told the story of how amazing you were to me and how I couldn’t handle it at the time. My therapist thinks it’s because you loved me for me and I didn’t have to prove myself or my value to you - which is a foreign concept to me. Despite all of the passion in those 6 months and how deeply I felt for you - I was scared. I was broken. I ran at the first opportunity I had to be back in my old position again, which was constantly being needed and trying to prove I was worthy of love to someone else who made me feel never enough. I even brought up the fact that part of me will always love you even though I genuinely am happy you’ve moved on and are happy. I long for your text so badly even though I know it isn’t coming anymore and that’s entirely fair. I’ll make peace with this eventually - I just miss you.
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