Unsent text message to Mason

I may joke around a lot, but in all seriousness, I have no idea why you’ve been on my mind the way you have.

Day one: understandable Day two: okay… Day three: yeah, this is getting heavy Day four: at this point, somebody shut down my mental

I was doing perfectly fine until you popped up out of nowhere, and now I’m…

I let my guard down and watched an emotional connection unfurl.

How stupid my imagination can be. Hyper fixating on what could be, the disgusting amount of things we have in common, how I could try and make this work since the connection feels sincere...

And just like that, your dating profile comes back, it was never…

If you are going to wreck a home and a marriage at least check on the person. Don’t just wreck it and leave them. By themselves. SHOW. UP.! Call! Do SOMETHING

Hey You

I feel at peace today.

I feel illuminated by the sunlight. I've chosen to step into it's truth, clarity, and purpose.

I've chosen me. I know my power. I'll continue to put in the hard work to reach my peak. But I know I have the ability, and feel my drive returning after receiving so many hits…

We were together for almost 14 years. It's only been three months but I want to try with someone new but I feel so freaking worthless after being left for someone else. I don't really know how I move on. I don't want to drag someone else down but I also want to find someone I can be happy with too. I wish this feeling…

I should have accepted that you ended things but my heart hoped we could find a way. I was happy and enjoyed every second we were together. I continue to text, begging and pleading for you to come back. I now see I was in a fight I could never win. She is the mother of your child and you need to be there for them. I…