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I may joke around a lot, but in all seriousness, I have no idea why you’ve been on my mind the way you have.
Day one: understandable Day two: okay… Day three: yeah, this is getting heavy Day four: at this point, somebody shut down my mental
I was doing perfectly fine until you popped up out of nowhere, and now I’m sitting here wondering how one person can stir up feelings I thought I had already moved past. It almost has me feeling like all that time I spent alone healing, growing, and pouring back into myself somehow didn’t happen. Okay, maybe I’m being a little dramatic. 😂 Because truthfully, that years+ I spent alone was lonely asf, but it was also amazing. I learned a lot about myself in that time, and I’m grateful for it. I’m sure this will pass, because that’s what happens when you allow yourself to genuinely feel things instead of rushing to fill that space. Sometimes you just have to sit with it, understand it, and let it run its course. I say this in almost every unsent message.. Babe I’ll always love you. That’s something I’ve made peace with. I just hope that whenever you do appear again, you don’t linger this long in my mind cause damn.
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