Unsent text message to Kyle

If I was still 16 going into our relationship and knew every good and bad moment between you and I. I wouldn’t choose to go through that ever again. I know I’d probably try to convince myself that wasn’t going to happen to us because our love was more than that, but fortunately for both our sakes we did end and we…

There’s been an older man who follows me around and always says hi to me. At first I was nice to him when he casually said hi, but it became increasingly annoying so I tried to pretend that I didn’t hear him with my headphones. Then he would yell “hi n!!” At me, follow me into different areas of the gym. Yesterday he…

Didn‘t your mother teach you not to play with your food?

i'm done. you have destroyed me

Maybe someday I’ll meet you at the train station again.

I need to stop reading these. There is this stupid sliver of hope that maybe it's you. Finally. Anyways ending in disappointment. Why does it mean forever to me? I wish it didn't. I wish I wasn't already forgotten.