Unsent text message to Jenna

I hope you’re asleep and resting well. Just know that I love you more than you’ll ever truly know. Can’t sleep. Truly just broken beyond what can even be known. I wish life wasn’t so damn hard and that I had an understanding of why I’m even here on this earth. I know life isn’t supposed to be fair but why so…

If I was still 16 going into our relationship and knew every good and bad moment between you and I. I wouldn’t choose to go through that ever again. I know I’d probably try to convince myself that wasn’t going to happen to us because our love was more than that, but fortunately for both our sakes we did end and we…

There’s been an older man who follows me around and always says hi to me. At first I was nice to him when he casually said hi, but it became increasingly annoying so I tried to pretend that I didn’t hear him with my headphones. Then he would yell “hi n!!” At me, follow me into different areas of the gym. Yesterday he…

Didn‘t your mother teach you not to play with your food?

i'm done. you have destroyed me

Maybe someday I’ll meet you at the train station again.