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I'm sorry for everything you have gone through. I'm sorry that I'll be looking for someone who has experienced similar traumas to myself not because I ever wanted you to suffer but because I never want to be the reason you suffer. I want us to both have such a firm understanding of what mutual respect looks like so that we never tread on one anothers boundaries intentionally. I want us to both recognize signs of disconnect so quickly that we don't have time to let resentment tear us down before we rebuild. I want us to be so mutually in it that we never question if we are just tolerating each other. I want us to both be healed and whole in ourselves when we meet so neither of us feels like we need the other we simply enjoy the experience of being together. I don't know when I'll meet you but I'll be working on myself to be ready when you come into my life.
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