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I asked you for space before you went on a trip that we planned and were supposed to take together. I didn’t want to talk until you got back because your rebound decided to surprisingly buy a ticket to meet you in Ireland. Instead you reassured me before you left that you were ending things with rebound before you travelled so we could focus on rebuilding our relationship. You pulled me in even closer by calling me 10 times a day while you were in Portugal because you were alone and bored. I asked for no updates, but you gave them anyways. You ignored my boundaries, but when i got upset and jealous you wanted space. Timing was perfect because thats when you were leaving to go to Ireland. I respected your boundaries, but was gutted. I checked my phone so many times waiting for signs of life. Then you texted me a photo of us printed on to a pint of Guinness and called me to tell me if we got married you would want a reception wedding. You kept telling me you loved me. Now you’ve moved on to the next location where rebound is still meeting you despite “ending things”. You asked for grace because this was planned before we started talking about reconciliation and don’t want to destroy him.
This has been such emotional torture and idk if i can forgive this. I’ve never been so depressed. I’ve been working on my mental health and trying to identify and fix my avoidance issues, but you have destroyed all progress i’ve made.
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