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You were so kind to me and I want so much to be your friend. I enjoyed txting you so much late at night over the summer. It felt like I found a true friend. We shared so many common interests that I thought of you as kin. I’ve been so terribly lonely taking care of your relative and it was nice having a friend for once. Now, I’ve been given a taste of friendship, and you stopped initiating messages suddenly. I feel like I’m forcing you to message me every time I message you now. It feels icky like I’m chasing you.
I’m sorry I acted so scared and cold before when the coincidences were happening so frequently. I was worried about what you would think I wanted from you. All I wanted was friendship. I was worried about the meaning behind them, too. I wish I could turn back time and just be a better friend to you. I had one of you relatives, who has a grudge against you, and my work friends whispering that you wanted more than friendship and I feel ashamed for listening to them and getting so cold. The youthful pictures you sent and emojis in my txts didn’t help. I understand the pictures were for your relative who is my mate. That is why I sent so many of him topless back. I feel like it only added to the confusion, though.
I don’t understand why you gate-keep your wife from me and your relative. I wanted to be friends with her, too. I promised I wouldn’t ask questions about her anymore, because you stopped messaging when I did ask questions. I’m just so curious about her and how wonderful she must be. I’m positive we would be the best of friends. It feels like you are hiding your relative and me from her and I have no idea why. Is it because you are ashamed of us? What did we do?
What do you want from me? All I wanted from you was friendship.
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