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So this will be my unsent text I’m really sorry. I did all this to you even after saying, I love you hundred thousands of time. I still hurt you now. I can’t take it back now. I can’t do anything that will change the past or will change the fact that you were hurting and I was out there. I could have changed a lot of things. I could have helped you. I could have made you feel safe or anything to ease your pain, but I didn’t sometimes. I just hope that we never met, not because that time with you was not beautiful enough, but more like you wouldn’t have got hurt and you would have been the same person who bought light in my life, you kept on saying that I am gonna regret leaving you and I knew once you’re gone, I will be crying. I will be begging to God for you to come back. I was an idiot. I was a coward that I always said I was. But it was you didn’t believe. I hope someday I can get out of the guilt of hurting you, and I hope someday you will forgive me because I am not going to forgive myself for the things that I made you suffer through. May you live the life you want for me, and may I live the life that I know, I feel without love alone and as a coward Hopefully, you will forgive me, maybe in this life or the next, I will do the things you said I should do, and I hope you live the life that you wanted to I’m sorry, and I never lied about loving you
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