Unsent text message to Chase

Give me a call, and we can discuss anything that’s on your mind.

I'm suspicious of you. I feel like you don't want to get close to me because you know you would harm me. Maybe God is saving me. My intuition is telling me you can physically hurt me. Your past, your ex I wonder about her all the time. Is that story made up, or is it real? The dreams I had of you before aren't clear…

Don’t be angry or impatient The silence between us will end soon I don’t want it to continue either I never wanted it at all

Just stay grounded Like you always told me Breath In quick and out slowly Keep your hands at your hips and shake the violently while bending at your kneez.

Calm your mind and relax your body Trick…

I regret you when you know for a fact that a belief of mines is if i ever loved you then i will always love you. To what degree? I honestly love you to the furthest extent that is humanly possible and sometimes even beyond that when i am filled with the divine. You're right about one thing i am 100% scared. Except its…

You asked me that out of nowhere the other day. While we were hanging out like we do all the time. The weird thing is that I knew exactly what you meant because it didn’t need any context. That’s the question that constantly lives between us. Not because we don’t want this, but because we’re still both so afraid that…

but why did you? why are you checking up on me? is it really that necessary? after doing all that to me you really had the nerve to ask how i was doing?