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Although infrequent, when i do think of you I find myself wondering if you do too. I know you’re an avoidant so you’re probably burying it right? Or maybe you got over me really fast cs its you who ended it. After all, it was so easy for you to just stop talking to me. After everything we shared you were able to just go radio silent. But i still wish I knew that you thought of me. That you missed me. That you want to talk to me but aren’t out of respect of no contact. I wish i could know. I’ll feel better tomorrow morning though. I’ve reached a point where I’ve gone hours without remembering you. And when the memory comes back its not a boulder being dropped on me anymore. Planning my life ahead has been helpful. But it’s always at night when the questions start up.
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