iMessage
Hey Bubba,
It’s been 34 days. I know I should’ve moved on by now, and honestly, I thought I had. I thought I was finally okay. But now that I’m alone with my thoughts again, I find myself missing you.
I miss the old you
The person I dated, the person I thought I knew. I miss your voice, even though I don’t get to hear it nearly as often anymore. I loved your voice. I loved your laugh. I loved the little things about you that I probably never appreciated enough when I had them.
still remember your eyes, too. The color was always so unique to me. Like the sea meeting a field of green, blue dissolving into grass until you couldn’t tell where one ended and the other began.
I always thought they were beautiful.
If I could go back and reverse time, I think I’d choose to stay friends. Maybe that would’ve been better for both of us.
Maybe we wouldn’t have hurt each other the way we did.
But even after everything, I guess you still have a little place in my heart. I hate admitting that. I hate that I can miss someone I’m still angry at.
I don’t know what I’m expecting by saying all this. Maybe nothing.
I miss you,
now go away.
Message Unsent