Unsent text message to Madison

JP, I know this sounds crazy, but I think I love you.

I know I shouldn’t, I know that you said you weren’t looking for a relationship, but then you keep changing your mind and coming back to me. We’re in this casual/hookup dynamic that you initially didn’t want but changed your mind and decided you did. And I just want…

G,

What matters right now is that you’re reading this. For a while, I thought maybe I could keep talking into the void of this little corner of the universe.

But eventually, the silence got too loud.

And you came too close…

It’s freeing To not be bitter.

But instead thankful,

For what was. For what it is now.

Life is good. Love is everywhere…

How the hell does he get everything, I wanted in life? Everytime he ***** up a relationship, the ex always comes running back. I literally was in a relationship longer than him but I guess that’s just my luck. I’ll be sounding selfish for a second but I’m normally chill, but what the ****, I was supposed to be engaged…

JP, I know this sounds crazy, but I think I love you.

I know I shouldn’t, I know that you said you weren’t looking for a relationship, but then you keep changing your mind and coming back to me. We’re in this casual/hookup dynamic that you initially didn’t want but changed your mind and decided you did. And I just want…

i called and hung up, I couldnt take the eventual outcome of you manipulating me again. in the end, all you do is manipulate and use people. I mean for christs sake you have been hacking me for months. is it because I know all the weird things your up

to? im done with the emotional abuse, that’s what you did to me for…