Unsent text message to Chase

You are my everything and you took a piece of my heart when you broke up with me not by choice but it’s now yours.

I hope you feel the weight of my love that you have to carry now, I’ve tried to get that piece back… with time… with deliberate work… I’ve tried to make my heart whole again but that piece of my heart now…

I know we are no contact and I feel like **** about breaking it but I have on multiple occasions told you not to like anything that I could see because it makes me feel like **** and yet you keep on doing this. You keep doing this knowing it makes me feel worse and it makes me so incredibly mad at you because I can…

You used me as a replacement for the girl you really wanted. We look just alike. Have similar interests. You promised me friendship, then u "caught feelings," then we were dating. I was so happy. The happiest I had ever been until your gf called me. Five years together, sure trumps our years and a half....

U NEVER…

decided to stay one more night in ia

feels weird being 30 min away from you

all these emotions are flooding back

An Apology to a Movie Maniac

Dear A\*\*\*n,

I understand this letter is likely not welcomed. You don’t have to respond or even read it, and you’ll be entirely justified if you don’t. But if you are still reading this far, I want to say from the bottom of my heart…

I am sorry. I am sorry for transgressing into hateful and…

I'm drowsy, but not weary. There's an important difference to be had... I'm not the sort of tired I get when I can feel the cracks in my soul, the life being extracted from my bones, blood oozing from the bullet holes... I know where the time went, and I am more than content, with it. You're worth the seconds spent…