Christina
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If I could tell you how much you meant to me, I would. You were everything to me and more. I can’t lie and say I’ve moved on because I really don’t think I have. I try to tell myself everyday that I am so much better off without you, but you truly did make me want to be a better person. I haven’t wanted to change since you’ve left. I’ve wanted to do nothing but die in a hole. Life goes on and I’m sure I traumatized you in ways that you might not be able to explain, and for that I wish I was sending you this message instead of writing it into a void. I love you, and I hope someday I cross your mind in a way that brings warmth to your soul. You were my first love, and I’m sorry.
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