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In a month it will be two years since I first met you. I have spent more time missing you than knowing you. Things ended so soon. I have walked around with so much heartache since then . There are days I feel like this is a thing of the past and then my emotions take a dip again. I know they say you romanticize things when you look back. I guess that's true, but what we had was the most real thing I have ever experienced. I thought you felt the same. When you told me I was all yours, I thought you truly meant it. I feel like I have lost trust in my own gut. I am scared that I won't ever be able to heal from this. I have tried going on dates but I end up leaving each date frustrated because they're not you. I hate myself for not being able to move on. You're a kind person so I'm sure you felt bad for me, but I don't want your pity. I want your love. I hope the world is treating you well. I hope you find what you're looking for.
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