Unsent text message to Brandon

The baby, where the money was going, you thought you found those SW on your own? Oh no my love, it’s all been calculated perfectly, you didn’t listen to me about Bradley did you? Every bad thing that’s happened in your life is because of me, you got fired because of me, you can’t get a job because of me, you’re…

if all people wished u happy birthday i can’t stop myself from reminding you u re just someone so bad and im just so angry i cant forget you

when u needed me i was always there for you, when u felt alone, when u felt stressed or when you just needed someone to talk. always. but now there s no need of me anymore right…

I want you back. There’s no other way of putting it. I just want you in my life…I want a life together. I want US back.

I’m scared.

ik you felt like you weren’t enough for me you couldn’t give me what i wanted but truthfully you didn’t know what i wanted i wanted you i was willing to take all of you as you were i wish you told me before everything fell apart instead of me begging you then that you are enough for me and we can make this work now…

Well, maybe that's dramatic.

I'm glad

I could be there for you

when you need a quick hit…

Have I crossed your mind even once? Have you tried to look me up like last time? Do you care how I’m doing? Did you ever care? Did I make this all up?