Unsent text message to William

if all people wished u happy birthday i can’t stop myself from reminding you u re just someone so bad and im just so angry i cant forget you

when u needed me i was always there for you, when u felt alone, when u felt stressed or when you just needed someone to talk. always. but now there s no need of me anymore right…

I want you back. There’s no other way of putting it. I just want you in my life…I want a life together. I want US back.

I’m scared.

ik you felt like you weren’t enough for me you couldn’t give me what i wanted but truthfully you didn’t know what i wanted i wanted you i was willing to take all of you as you were i wish you told me before everything fell apart instead of me begging you then that you are enough for me and we can make this work now…

Well, maybe that's dramatic.

I'm glad

I could be there for you

when you need a quick hit…

Have I crossed your mind even once? Have you tried to look me up like last time? Do you care how I’m doing? Did you ever care? Did I make this all up?

Hey, I've been thinking a lot about what you told me before my flight. You're right, I do deserve happiness and to live life for myself. So I'm going to take your advice.. and let you go. I know you know why I've made this decision.

Thank you for all the moments together, thank you for all the amazing meals you made…