Sarah
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I can hear the hate and disgust in your voice just talking over the phone.I see how you avoid looking at me at all cost when we do see one another (which is rare) as you avoid that too. I know all my fears were and are true now and I'm not sure that has helped me heal or made it worse. I can't understand, I don't and I don't think I ever will. I will always love all parts of you and that's why this hurts so bad. I shouldn't even like you, much less love you.......I will forever be broken. The fear of the unknown has me questioning everything. The things that you have said about me since I left are so hurtful and just shows you never once cared at all.
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