Unsent text message to Jennifer

Now that she’s single it seems, you and her will date…

I remember you telling me about your guys’ interaction and I was like oh she’s flirting with you.. my own coworker… my friend.

Mark my words.

I have no way to contact you, so this is my message into the void. All the best to you 💖

It meant everything. It meant too much. I couldn't deal. I was so close to ending everything. I know thats not an excuse for my behavior. I know you probably don't care to hear any of this anymore. Its been too long. I know I was wrong. I know all of this was wrong. But I miss you. I think about you all the time. I'm…

I still care, I still desire, I still want, I still crave, I still hunger, I still thirst.

If I could have you just once more I would drown myself within you so I would never have to experience the desperation again. I would grasp so tightly the separation between us would blur. I would sink my teeth into you and stake…

Ughhh..... how I do miss you & love you so.... I think I may be crazy after all. All I think about is you.... Want you terribly. Need you. Xoxo

I have no concept of how you feel. I have no idea what you actually think about me as a person. I really don't have any right to judge you for your decisions.

I hope that if things play out and you aren't happy down the road that we are in a place that we can talk comfortably with one another. I still have love for…